Monday, May 11, 2009 4:05 PM
post deletednow i feel like a loner. there are so many places i dont feel like going because the words keep replaying in my mind, what happened last yr, yes it's past it's past, so what, it doesnt matter it happened yday or happen tmr, it's about what was done.
i still got the same question.
what difference are there when comparing her & me?
maybe im even worse off.
maybe i dont even get those treatments.
maybe..
im just any other girl.i cannot stop crying because i hate to know the truth.
yes. i have such things before too.
but i dont allow them to send me home, when im cold i rather shiver,
yes, like what you shoot me earlier on, last time i even go out with them, but do i take their bike and sit so close to them? do i ask them to fetch me from sch? do we go out till late at night? alot more. you know it. the list will go on forever and i will just cry myself blind.
delete them (including her friends) before i say it for the third time.
i know im unreasonable. u can refuse to do it, because i dont wanna make it seem like im forcing you.
i havent been so angry for the longest time ever.
